July 2009
1 post
Inside the mind of a ROCKSTAR...
Ugh!! I could slap myself in the face for not posting sooner. I would put this in a blog, however very few people actually read them so…Here i sit on my first night off in what feels like weeks typing a personal reflection on a blog. Complicated?? Heck yeah! However, its kinda important to me that I put this out there to whom ever actually reads this…
I have gone to quite a few...
May 2009
7 posts
Balancing Act...
And when we are standing face to face, i’m somewhat blinded by your grace, your enchanted by my demeanor, your the saint, i’m the sinner, these lines were never clearer, if they blur we’re getting more then we bargained for, disaster spells out, big and bold, there’s no room for dirt in your white world, your my savior, i’m your sin, the perfect pair, that will never...
A Second Chance...
She told me a story of how little she thinks of herself, she told me about how her past always seems to hunt her down, stories of how she’s changed, but no one believes her, stories of how hard she’s worked to clean the slate, a task in itself to change something when you feel it’s too late, she looks up at me seeking judgement in my eyes, i tell her your looking for something...
Blame game...
If there’s sunshine after the rain, here i sit patiently, waiting for that day, the blame game is getting old, your fingers are getting bent, just like the lies you told, the truth rests in a place so far from us now, how did we bury ourselves so far down, the stories never remain the same, your adding pity to the crime, the jury doesn’t believe your lines, your contempt will cost you...
Shadows of a good boy...
Your standing in front of a mirror You stare around it Images remind you of where you have been and where you will go Like a dream, If you reach out you can touch it.
In one corner you see yourself and a man You look the same. Your smiles are skin deep Your eyes tell a story sad enough to break hearts. The moment is clear. A visit to an inmate. His heart is as much of a prisoner as his body But...
An attempt at being a lyricist...
Lets plot it out
Our story line
If this is going to be a novel
It starts a chapter at a time.
Chapter one
How it all begun
Simple story as easy as they come
Friendships are made
Funs just begun
Oh to laugh and have fun
Those stormy nights are done
Am I your saving grace
Or am I just a puppet
Someone to catch the blows
And help save your face
Chapter two
Here something new
Some boy stole your...
You build and you break...
Do you see that girl over there?
The one that has been staring at the screen for days?
The one that falls into a hopeless trance with each line.
Her hope mounts as each line she reads weaves in her mind.
Your words melt her, She’ll admit it.
Then comes the clincher,
Shes not the girl your words are meant for.
Or sprung from.
Shes not your inspiration.
But she’d do anything to...
Scream it out loud...?
Scream it out loud,
Hide your insecurities with your anger,
Run from your emotions,
Blame your future on your past,
Quote the words,
“Nothing is made to last”,
As your reality slips,
Your will dips,
As you spiral down,
Thinking of ways to save yourself,
From your so called tragic life,
Remember sweetheart,
The life you choose,
This path,
You made it all your own,
Scream...
April 2009
18 posts
“Please speak softly
For they will hear us
And they’ll find out
Why we...”
– Conspiracy by Paramore
“so give up and give in
and start over again
but be honest cause you’re all I...”
– Stay Pretty by Farewell
“If you wanted to, you could just settle down, But you’d rather just waste...”
– Start it up by Farewell
Are you catching my drift yet?
I think I just might start Tumbling lyrics.
Beings that my life is so BOOOORRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIING!
Lol…All I seem to do is read and listen to music.
FUN!
Anywho…
Lyrics and Pics it is.
Beat me up and mark me ya ya stole me but I am not yours As you cry, I wanna lie Say I love ya so, darlin’ even though I dont There’s no easy way, to ease the pain
My life. In a nutshell
My life is a William Shakespeare play.
Trying and trying and trying to make things work that just wont. I some how manage to get caught between things that dont concern me. If you want to leave then FUCKING DO IT ALREADY!! If you think my life is so much better then yours TRY TO FUCKING LIVE IT!! If you say your an adult MAN THE FUCK UP AND ACT LIKE ONE. Dont blame me for your...
April 13th!
Good Morning…Err…Afternoon Tumblr.
Well today is Ashs 21st birthday…So hopefully its going to be fun, you just never know with parties though…no matter how big or small. Atleast if things get sticky Rya will be here. Thank god for that, because im not to sure if i’d make it through the night without her lol.
Please speak softly for they will hear us, and they’ll find out why we don’t trust them, speak up dear, cus i cannot hear you, i need to know why we don’t trust them.
Easter.
Happy Easter Everyone.
I worked last night and i work tonight, so my easter is being pretty much spent in my good old bed with my doggie. Woooo…Its a great Easter. Blah. Well, on the bright side, if I manage to get holiday pay it’ll be pretty sweet. Tomorrow is Ash’s 21st Birthday…I wish I were more excited, however im not really into drunken Jeff and Steph...
TUMBLRRRRrrrrr.
…RRRrrr. Thats the current emotion running rampant through my mind. RRRrrr on re-re-re-repeat. Im slightly impatient and I really cannot figure this out. Buuuuuut!! I can mobile update, which will happen often beings that most of my time is spent immobile. Or, Sleeping. I work tooo much. Gotta love 3rd shift… But there will be interesting things happening when I figure this out.
Mobile updates…if only i can figure out how to store my freakin email!